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I've been quite busy these past few days. Saturday evening/night was spent at Kell's & Fiona's BBQ thing. Brought YY along! :D heh. Quite fun lah, I must say. Played Truth or Dare, I had to do malu shit (so did the others but.. hahah) Wanted to play block catching - Shihui suggested playing & drinking at the same time, thn see who falls down first. HAHAH. Persuaded Sam to come awhile later, I bet she didn't regret :) We were all being silly (bitchy too -looks at them) & simply having a blast.
The past 3 days I've spent in school, 0800-2100, for a (supposedly) motivational workshop by AdamKhoo's company. The trainers were ALL act gay. haha. First day was, basically,
shit. Utter rubbish lah, coped up in a tiny, un-ventilated room, with humourless try-hards as speakers/trainers coaching us. Scratch tht, they didn't teach. They simply crapped their way through the day. Couldn't take it, during lunch Kell & I sneaked 2 bottles of Bacardi & e33 into school & drank in, HAHA, the
toilet. Yes. & I couldn't take it anymore, during dinner the two of us ran out of school. I went to Yy's frend's party at her house, but only for abt an hour. Cabbed back home.
Second day was really meaningful. I cried like fuck lah, wth. Nicole, Tab & Weiloo said I cried the hardest out of them all & made them cry, HAHA. But they were crying pretty bad too. I thought about all the things I've done wrong, how much I've disappointed my parents & loved ones, how I've let them down, & everything. I felt so sorry & regret alot of things I've said & done. Got really emotional & moving & I couldn't stop crying.
Today was the last day, was alright lah. Today & ystd the speakers were funnier (so much more) thn they were on the first day. Was touching, but not as the second day though. Today's session ended at 2200. I'll miss the camp, & all.
I'm gonna be so busy this holidays, & tht's excluding studying. hahaHA. & I've realized, with the help of today's time management session, tht I do not have enough time left to study.
Do not. Example, If i study 4hours a day, I'll only complete revision in 4months. Tht's the time I have left till 'O'Levels. & tht's if I study 4hours EVERYDAY, mind you. Wth, someone just kill me, please. Or maybe I shall just drink more Coke & Oreos (they contain chemicals tht kill you, or so I was told today). HAHA.
Okay, I just wrote an entire book's worth of contents here. Goodbye.
I think, you're fine.00:56
